whatever my heart may want.

Whatever my heart may want
I will not look for you

My love was wasted in friendship
And poisoned by lies

And though I love you, I must love myself

Let me love you quietly
Buried deep in my heart

Where my green eyed friend
Sleeps peacefully, like a child

Let me love you silently
In mourning of your childhood, and mine

Let me love you in dreams

Whatever my heart may want
I cannot lower myself into looking up to you

Forgive my vanity
As I forgive your cruelty

Whatever my heart may want
You are not enough.